my feelings right now

just wondering why I can't stop having the feelings I have and how did this all happen? I 'm so frustrated, angry, bitter, and hurting that it's eating me up and I don't feel like it's going to get any better. I don't know why my burdens haven't been lifted. I don't know why when I've been trying to do right following the Lord that I continue to hurt so much. I'm just sick of it.